I’m not arguing with you any longer.
I’m to my breaking point with this stupid shit. Stay gone for as long as you need to idfc anymore. If you want my honest to god opinion this shit is only tearing us apart &&’ in no way shape or form have we gotten stronger. All that hit we said was going to happen, we’ve only done one of them. &&’ we’ve only done it once. Our conversations well, they aren’t even conversations we can’t even hold one anymore. I’m not holding my breath for expectations on when you’re coming “home”. Because it probably won’t even happen. So feel free to do wtf you want. I don’t even care nor do I want to know. I haven’t even slept tonight. Whatever . Fuck it.
I feel useless.
You tell me I’m the bet thing that ever happened to you, I no longer believe it.
You can’t see it but I can, how you hold inanimate object high on a fucking pedestal as if you had nothing better.
&&’ I sit here, &&’ I watch you quietly. I don’t say a word to you, &&’ when you ask what’s wrong I say nothing.
I don’t say anything because I want to avoid fighting. I love you, but as I step back &&’ watch you, I wonder if you feel like I do.
Do you feel the difference between us? Do you? Or are you to busy with other things to notice?
When you catch your boyfriend hardcore staring at another female««
Makes you wonder if you’re even enough.